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I'm been crushing on actors since I was a kid. But never have I been more obsessed than now. The whole "this is my husband" or "he's mine, you can't have him" or even the "one for each day" is just a distraction.
Being broken hearted (save the sob story ainna...), whenever I watch all these movies with these exceptionally handsome men, I feel better. So so much better.
All of them combined is the image of the perfect man. One who won't hurt my feelings. I wouldn't have to be worried about being torn apart. I get the cute romantic antics without the heartbreak.
After a year and 5 months of constantly having the same person call you beautiful or pretty, when it stops, you'll feel ugly. Atleast I did. I really did. I felt like (excuse my language) shit.
But these imaginary guys in my mind, they have nothing but good things to say. It builds my confidence somehow.
I know I sound like a complete psycho now but it works and it makes me happy. Am I not good enough for happiness? All I wanted was someone to reassure me.
With this, I'll put in a few pictures of my "husbands". This needed to be explained :)
Love, Ainna.
