The Things I enjoy :)

Academic wise, I enjoy studying Mathematics and Physics. I'm not so fond of homework. I love the rush when I get the answers right ^^ what can I say? I have a gift.

Ways to pass time,
I enjoy reading. The current books I am in love with are The Hunger Games Trilogy, The Fault in Our Star and Looking for Alaska. Old time favourites would be the Harry Potter Series and the Twilight Saga.

I also enjoy gaming. Games I love would be, the Call of Duty franchise, the Tom Clancy franchise, Dance Central franchise, the Harry Potter games 1-7, Pokemon, Innocent Life and World of Warcraft. Basically any game that seems fun or it first person shooter, I'd go for it.

Music wise, I'm quite open with my genres. I listen to most: Panic! at The Disco, My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy, 30 Seconds to Mars, Maroon 5 and BIGBANG. But really, i listen to all genres. Well, except for One Direction because I just don't like them (I can say whatever I want).

I'm not an outdoors kinda person mainly because Malaysia is hot and humid and ugh. But if I was in London, I'd go out like all the time. Oh yeah, I like traveling ^^

I, like many girls, am obsessed with high heels and makeup. Don't think just because I do boy things and listen to rock make me love makeup less. It's just part of who I am.

I guess that's it. I'll update you guys later.

Ciao, Ainna.

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Hate

Hate. According to the Merriam-Webster dictionary, hate is intense hostility and aversion from fear, anger or sense of injury. What's the opposite of hate? Is it LOVE?

When you love someone and all of a sudden you don't anymore, does that mean you hate them? Do you hate them for making you hang around like a second choice? Do you hate them for not saying they love you?

Being in love. It feels beautiful and amazing. So good that nothing could possibly go wrong. Nothing could possibly take your happiness away. Until that fine that when the person you love the most took it away.

At that time, you don't hate him/her. Even if you say you do, you never mean it. A part of you will disagree with you. You're just acting tough in hopes that the person comes back.

But what if they don't? Will you hate them now? Call the idiots and be the hero?

In my opinion,
How could you hate someone who meant the world to you?
How could you hate the person who gave so much for you to remember?
How could you hate the same person who without fail, will make you smile when you feel down?

You just can't. All that defence tactics and putting a wall around yourself is so that people don't see how much you still care.

Hard as it is, somethings just can't be saved. Even if years pass after your "scene", you won't have hate for that person. Because he/she is part of your life and hating him/her will make you sound ungrateful :)

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