It's a Personal Thing

Today, I want to talk (or write and/or type if you want to be technical about it) about being nice. (Great, yet another useless topic being discussed on Ainna's Peanut Blog) WHAT IS NICE? Well, according to the Merriam-Webster Dictionary, nice is (in the context) someone or something who or that is pleasing and agreeable. It is nice to receive flowers for example, or help...

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The Reason Behind The Charade

I'm been crushing on actors since I was a kid. But never have I been more obsessed than now. The whole "this is my husband" or "he's mine, you can't have him" or even the "one for each day" is just a distraction. Being broken hearted (save the sob story ainna...), whenever I watch all these movies with these exceptionally handsome men, I feel better. So so much better. All...

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Reminisce

It is rather inappropriate to reminisce on the past. Especially when past brought you so much happiness and pain all at once. After what had happened, I tried shutting away from you. You wouldn't let me. Let me rephrase that, I wouldn't let myself. You were and still are much too valuable for me to lose. I'm doing considerable well, given the circumstances. I rarely ever think...

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Something different :)

This is the lyrics to the Coldplay song The Scientist Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry You don't know how lovely you are I had to find you, tell you I need you Tell you I'll set you apart Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions Oh let's go back to the start Running in circles, coming in tails Heads on a science apart Nobody said it was easy It's such a shame...

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You never knew

"The shattering of a heart when broken is the loudest quiet ever." - Carroll Bryant When you look at someone as this wonderful person, you've got nothing negative to say about them. You've never thought of anything, ever. Out of the blue, they're telling you all these things about yourself that you've never heard before. Bad things, things that you did not know. You sit there...

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The Things I enjoy :)

Academic wise, I enjoy studying Mathematics and Physics. I'm not so fond of homework. I love the rush when I get the answers right ^^ what can I say? I have a gift. Ways to pass time, I enjoy reading. The current books I am in love with are The Hunger Games Trilogy, The Fault in Our Star and Looking for Alaska. Old time favourites would be the Harry Potter Series and the...

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Hate

Hate. According to the Merriam-Webster dictionary, hate is intense hostility and aversion from fear, anger or sense of injury. What's the opposite of hate? Is it LOVE? When you love someone and all of a sudden you don't anymore, does that mean you hate them? Do you hate them for making you hang around like a second choice? Do you hate them for not saying they love you? Being...

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I apologize :/

I'm sorry. I have just noticed thar I promised a book review months ago and yet I haven't done it yet. I am the worse blogger in history. I've been busy lately because trials are just around the corner and I'm trying to learn as much as time and God wills me. I'm starting to feel the heat but I compose myself before I get a chance to freak out so don't worry about me.I have loads of homework and loads of catching up to do but I promise I'll update...

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How Transisitors Work

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IcrBqCFLHIY&feature=youtube_gdata_player I've recently finish learning the chapter Electronic at school. It was an interesting topic and I knew that it was in my nature to look for a video regarding this. I stumbled upon a video by the very famous (and handsome) Veritasium who explained how Transistors actually work. It helps me apply what I've learnt and I find it super cool that our Transisitors now are the...

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Burning the Past

Today marks the 51st day. Hmm. The first few days were rough. I could never think about him to stop myself from crying. He meant so much to me. So much. My heart ached so bad, it hurt to breathe. I never expected us to not work. Oh all the promises we shared, now like a faded memory but still clear in my mind. He was in everything I did. I wanted to do things because of him,...

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As Told By Ginger

As Told By Ginger has taught me to trust in fate. Ginger started off being friends with Darren and they dated each other. Darren felt that Ginger was too preoccupied with other thing until he felt lonely and unwanted. Lucky for him, there was another girl he could rely on making him feel better. And so he broke up with Ginger and it made her feel like her world was crashing...

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Forever by Ainna Dean

Poison, Oxytocin, Cyanide, Drug You're gonna leave alone No one behind you People are temporary Feelings are temporary You are temporary Tell me, does forever exist? Not enough for the human race to grasp You get so close To the point where you can almost taste it When really you were millions of miles away from it It lies to you Provokes you Contains you Don't even try Because...

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The Fault In Our Stars

I have always been facinated by the cool science videos on youtube. Channels like SciShow, Vsauce, Veritasium1, The Spangler Effect, Minute Physics and others that I could make a long list of. They amaze me of the actually science that goes through everything. Watching SciShow, I discovered Hank Green; a funny guy so to speak. I later discovered his brother, John Green and...

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Exams, Exams, Exams...

So up to now, I have finished BM paper 1 and 2, English paper 1 and 2, Sejarah paper 2 and 3, Biology paper 1 and 2. Tomorow, Smksbs Form 4s and 5s will be doing Maths paper 2 and Sejarah Paper 1. Today's review of the exams of Biology paper 1 and 2. I was quite proud of myself for bring able to finish the paper 2 with little resistance. But, I was however devastated about...

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